My primary reason for wanting SRS isnt so much about looking looking like a "real" woman. Unless someone were to get a very close look, shrinkage and an Orchiectomy have made me pretty indistinguishable from a Cis woman,. However there is something even more basic/primal that I desire; To be able to have intercourse w/ a guy, in the EXACT same way that any other Cis/Hetero woman is able to do. Orgasms are absolutley great, and it would be horrible if I could not get them one way or another, but sex is about experiencing intimacy between two people. And the feelings that I get when Im w/ a guy, as a woman, even w/o an orgasm significantly tops anything that I ever experienced as a guy.