It was somewhere around 10-15 years ago, that I heard the words, "male lesbian", initially as a derogatory term, but it got my wheels slowly spinning to the poiunt where my "egg" finally cracked. While Im still very much attracted to females, both Cis AND Trans, I doubt that many "real" lesbians would want to have much to do w/ me. Even after I eventually get SRS. Although Ive started becoming attracted to guys over the past year or more, I dont think I could ever feel the same way towards a guy as I could another female. Being intimate w/ a guy, as a female, is fantastic, but the thought of falling in love w/ a guy scares the hell out of me actually.