I should also add that like many others, I too started out cross dressing as a kid. Initially w/ my Moms stuff when I was just 10. And as a Teen, at a neighbors place when I would house sit for them on the weekends. And of course, I LOVED to look thru the lingerie section in the pages of the old Sears and Wards catalogs,. Thinking how wonderful that it must be to be able to wear things like that all the time :) But it also led to tremendous feelings of guilt too. Its kind of funny, that now, putting on a bra every day when I get dressed is just a normal part of life. And even more so, when I come home from work at the end of the day, whats the first thing I usually do? Take off the damn bra,. But I will tell you, thanks to HRT, I LOVE actually "needing" to wear a bra now, and I wouldnt trade it for anything in the entire world :)