I didnt start dressing, wearing my Moms stuff, until the advanced age of, 10. As a Teenager and for the next 45 years or so, I just thought of it as a minor sexual kink that I occassionally indulged in. Then, slowly, it started to just feel, "right" and thats when I started thinking about tranitioning. 3 years ago I began HRT, and a year later, I officially went from being Steve to, Stephanie.