Back as a young (male)Teen 45 years ago. one of my heros was, Xaviera Hollander(aka The Happy Hooker). I saw her as a sex positve entrepreneur. I always saw myself, Straight, attracted to females. I never considered myself to be Gay, as thought of being w/ a guy, as a guy, made my skin crawl. But, the thought of being sexual w/ a guy, as a woman,,, just sent me into orbit. When I started HRT almost 4 years ago, I thought that Id always remain a, Lesbian. But that slowly began to slip away, and a bit over a years ago now, it all avallanched to where Im largely, Straight now. Im still awaiting getting SRS, and my primary reason for wanting it is simply to be able to have intercourse, w/ a guy, in the same EXACT way that any other woman does. You are going to LOVE being on HRT. Especially if/when you add, Progesterone. BTW, as a kind of "warm up" to SRS, 2 years ago, I had an, Orchiectomy, and I LOVE much much more feminine that it makes me LOOK and FEEL :) YMMV AMA